Miss Invisible

Theres a girl
Who sits under the bleachers
Just another day eating alone
And though she smiles
There is something just hiding
And she cant find a way to relate
She just goes unnoticed
As the crowd passes by
And she'll pretend to be busy
When inside she just wants to cry
She'll say...


Take a little look at the life of Miss Always Invisible
Look a little closer, I really really want you to put yourself in her shoes
Take another look at the face of Miss Always Invisible
Look a little harder and maybe then you will see why she waits for the day
When you'll ask her her name

The begining, in the first weeks of class


She did everything to try and fit in
But the others they couldnt seem to get past all the things that mismatched on the surface
And she would close her eyes when they left and she fell down the stairs
And the more that they joked
And the more that they screamed
She retreated to where she is now
And she'll sing...


Take a little look at the life of Miss Always Invisible
Look a little harder I really really want you to put yourself in her shoes
Take a little look at the face of Miss Always Invisible
Look a little closer and maybe then you will see why she waits for the day that you will ask her...her name

And one day just the same as the last
Just the days been in counting the time
Came a boy that sat under the bleachers just a little bit further behind...

It is better to be invisible than be noticed for bad things..

this song is truely beautiful and for the people who are faced in this situation in life, don't ever feel like your alone because your not. you'll always have someone thinking about you, loving you no matter who you are or where you are :)

rainy rain

hujan...hujan...hujan...

bile la encik hujan nak stop...

mungkin sebab banyak sangat minum air, encik hujan tak tahan lalu meluahkannye..

dengar cerite,1 malaysia hujan...alhamdulillah....hujan itu rezeki...

bile hujan,semua orang malas....hari ahad pulak 2...

lalalala~

hoyhoy saya~

sekarang sy bukan nak cerita pasal korean drama "my gf is a gumiho" y ade 'hoi hoi' tu..

ini cerita tentang sayangs saye.... 3orang kawan sy... kami ialah "HOYHOY" sbab kami rase kami mcam comel2 mcm hoihoi 2..haha (tipu..bukan kami..saya y rase) perasan...lalalala~

selame dekat pj ni, saya sangat rapat dengan 3 orang budak ni.... nur afifah mustapha (rumet) , nur shazuwanie shahrel (jiran depan) & raihanah rusli ( jiran jauh skit).

hihi...mereka kawan baik baik saya ..

* kami pergi kelas same2

* kami pergi makan same2

* kami buagt assignment same2

* kami pergi print n fotostat same2

* kami gedik2 snap gamba same2

* kami gossip same2

* kami pergi toilet malam2 same2

tengok....semua same2 kan.... sekarang kite tgok sape hoyhoy ni....

1)c.h.i.n.t.a

hahaha....ini saye....tak payah la na citer over2 kan...

korang mesti tao... ye..aq memang agak over sikit...mungkin ini penyakit sejak kecik...haha

saya nur achinta ezyana sufian. fullstop.

2) p.i.p.a.h

kakak ni..name die nur afifah mustapha..die dari klang... die kan,die kan...mcam monster sikit...sikit je....sbab die sukekan makanan...erm..i mean,kuat makan..hehe.. tapi die kurus.. saye tak paham....die suke pakse sy makan kdg2..smp die bukakkan mulut saye dgn gaye mcm nak 'rape' org..haha..pas2 die pnye tahap lampi memang taley bla...haha..die pandai....die sangat2 frenly...awal2 dlu kenal, diela y pling bnyk ckap2...tu y boley ngam...die mcam mak sy sbab die suke risau2 kalau saye pegi mane2 sorang... die selalu teman saye....kami slalu karaoke same dalam bilik pukul 12 ke atas...haha.... die memang rajin layan saye sebab2 sy sayang awk sgt2!

plus, die memang makcik y suke sangat online!

hahaha....tak paham sungguh....

3) w.o.w.o.n

kakak yang seorang ni pulak name die nur shazuwanie shahrel...die dari hulu langat... nickname die sangat pelik kan....wowon the keliwon..yeah... kecik2 comel je orang nye...

die sukekan coffee sangat2.... hehe.. saye slalu menggodanye membeli barang....dan die dgan innocentnye slalu tergoda..haha....statement maut nih.. die jiran dpan sy...kalo sy penat dalam bilik,sy mesti pegi melangkah ke bilik dpan...selangkah je...ta perlu bnyak2... die lembut orgnye... tapi kdg2 die ta suke makan..sy tak paham knpe...wowon,awk kene jge ksihatan awk ok...(sy memg baik).. wowon slalu bg hiburan bru kat sy...hehe... suke2!

dari dekat nilai lg die rjin layan n teman sy....double date sme2...haha....sronok ouh! maceh wowon~

saya sayang awak!~

4) n.a.n.a

kakak y ceria2 ni pulak name die raihanah rusli.. die dr temerloh....huhu...die jao....mule knal die time ta'aruf week kat pj....registration... org 1st borak dgan sy....ta sngke akan serapat ini...mule2 dulu kat nilai....slalu pegi class bi dgan die ni...start dr situ lah kami rapat...hehe...pagi2 lagi nana da tunggu untuk pegi class dgn sy.... die ni sangat ceria orangnye... die slalu ckp...sy kan kanak2 ribena...hehe...

tapi problem die skarang,die memang ta suke budak... die akan marah kalau kite cakap budak2 comel.... haha....serious die ni sakit..hehe..nana sgt manje...die ni femes plak...sume orang die kenal, org pon ramai kenal die...bagos nana! teroskan di gombak!haha...die sangat rajin.

rajin jgak layan kerenah orang... maceh nana~

saya sayang awak!~

konklusinye,hoyhoy saye semuanye baik baik..... hoyhoy saye semua cantik2.....semua pandai2..

saya sayang kalian sangat! kite kene masok gombak same2 n berjaye same2...

kite jangan gadoh2 taw.... kitekan hoyhoy.... frenship kite penuh dengan gelak tawa...

nanti kite cuti lame...lame sangat...6bulan.... mesti saye rindu kat awak semua...

kite nak final exam nih....kite kene struggle hard supaye kite dapat masok degree same2...

hoyhoy, good luck!!!!

I LOVE MY HOYHOY~

Pause~

PAUSE...

stop for awhile....

take a break....

take a deep breath..fuh...

now im busy struggling for the last week of classes (final sem) ...

i dont really like last minute assignments from lecturers...

mr. bloggy, u shud take a break too until im done my assignments,classes....

plus, im spending and enjoying my last moment here, CFS International Islamic University Malaysia...

yeah....i need coffee~

S.M.I.L.E =)

1) if someone is too tired to give you a smile, leave on your own. Because no one needs a smile as much as those who have none to give.

2) A smile is a powerful weapon, you can even break an ice with it.

3) No smile is more beautiful than the one that struggles through the tears.

4) A smiles take but a moment, but a memory of it lasts forever.

5) Smiles are great investments because the more you collect, the better you feel.

6) A smile is a curve that sets everything straight.

7) You are never fully dressed without a smile.

8) You'll find that life is still worthwhile if you just smile.

9) Every time you smile at someone, it is an action of love, a gift to that person,a beautiful thing.

10) A smile is an inexpensive way to improve your looks.

10 facts about smiles... our smiles are adorable. we should wear it more often.

just smile.....and..Dont Forget to Smile ALWAYS!!!

There's a garden in every childhood

Macam comel2 je title ni kan.... actually, just wanna share my precious moment today...

ceritenye mcmni.... kat tempat saye ade sebuah park y agk besar n comel...hehe

sejak di"bina", hari2 mama ajak pegi jog tak kire pagi or petang... slalu hari2 kene pakse ,muke pon moody...yela...bile vitamin "M" ade kat dlm diri....mcam 2 lah jadinye... malas nak bersiap la, itula , inila .. yela, nak pergi jogging kene la cantik2 jugak..takkan na pakai selekeh.

yela..kalo pkai selekeh2, nanti jumpe kawan2... "eh,kenape budak ni dah selekeh sekarang?" haha...

mama kate, g mane2 msti kemas n cantik...tapi ta payahla over... kat rumah pon mama suruh cantik2...sebab 2 mama letak cermin banyak2 kat dalam rumah supaye kite dpt lihat diri kite.. yea,ni 1 tip untuk anda...haha(da lari topik)

tadi pergi park tok jogging...yela...kate na badan 'HAWT" kenelah kan kan kan... tp bnyak berjalan je.. act,jogging is not so good for your heart.. penah kan dengar " semakin jauh,smkin lame kite berjalan, smakin pnjg janje hayat kite" InsyaAllah...(tips ke2)

name park 2 " Taman Komuniti Awam Port Dickson"... hati

sangat terhibur bile tgok macam2 gelagat kanak- kanak kecil....rindunye zaman dahulukala.... meh sini saye share sikit:

my sista wit her fren..

mama pon slalu join skali..

ini bola...tak tipu...

indahnye panorama...mcm kat kampung je diorang ni..

my sista si gedik!haha

ok....kami nak pulang...

peace! as usual...im the driver....

lastly, pulang dekat2 nak maghrib sebab teros amik adik balik tusyen skali... inilah rutin harian.. pegi park petang lepas mama habis mengajar tuisyen... kadang2 kami pegi pagi2...

time saye cuti je saye boley teman mama... kalau tak, papa teman mama sahaje....

lepas ni,saye nak pergi hari2...untuk jadi hott!!haha(poyo)

"when he becomes a she"

korang paham tajuk di atas??? ok,let me tell u.. i got this as my group assignment... for the 1st time, i was like "wow! interesting.."we have to do a role play about the topic... some of the group, they got "brutal murder" topic, "vandalism" and whatsoever...

we have to perform our role play by next Tuesday.... aigoo.... we are so busy preparing this thing... act, it is fun..but, a lil bit 'depressed'.. guess what? im playing the role of "nyah"..

for me,its so hard,difficult.... how could be a female become a shemale???

(Erra Fazira pon tak penah berlakon jd "nyah")

i never feel like im acting as "nyah"... my act is more to Minah Gedik Over Dose(MGOD)..

my "nyah" partner is Mariya...one of my group member... "nyah" role only suit both of us becoz y laen 2 korg tengok memang baik sangat....sah2 la kitorg y agk 'evil' skit ni yang kene....

omg! it is so embarassing.... i cant wait to finish this thing... please,please,please...

cube korang bayangkan la aq y suci murni ni....

kene berlakon jd mak nyah...in english (mother nyah)haha...

for further information, i have to act in english.... that make me looks so s****! haha

act like a shemale in english? madam...its too hard.. if it is in malay,im so sure 99.9 % i can do that...

depressed~

anyway, i'll do my best to gain 10% for assessment...yeah!

dear my group members,good luck and good luck again~

chaiyok2! just make it simple and best....

TiReDnEsS

im tired of being tired...

my post for today, at least.

new hope! new dream!

harapan baru saya(dalam bm)....kecik je harapan ni...ta besar pon....

saya na itu.......erm...handphone baharu....=)

handphone lame saye taknak rosak.....maybe die sayang saye sangat....

handphone y skrg ni dpt time na dkat2 spm dulu....papa n mama bagi sbb saye slalu menang debat n forum...sy sayang die....tp skrang rupe die mcm dahsyat sikit sbb da lme kot gune....2tahon...

ni la hp lame sy...tp kan rupe die da ta mcm ni..sbb sume bende na tercabut..lalalala~

mama n papa pon kesian jgk tgk..mereka cakap, lepas saye da abis final sem ni, mereka akan belikan sy hp baru....ye..saya harap i2 betul...

mama,papa....saye ta mintak lebih2 pon....sy taknak y mahal2 sangat.....saya na y ini sahaje..

comel sangat hp ni..... tolong la cepat2 bulan 3...sebab time 2 saye da abis my final sem..insyAllah.. i really hope for this!

seriously ta sangke saye seorang y sabar....hahahaha=)

CRAP!

ok! sekarang tolong ignore semua post2 di bawah sebab tu semua tahap msok recycle bin sbb da lme ta update...

last update? cube tgok date last post bile....haha... besela...bile org gedik2 nak buat blog...

skarang da rase insaf kot...2 y tbe2 rase nak post bru....

new year resolution....=)

my rumet(cik afifah) sangat bising sbb sy ta update blog sy.... ye afifah,ni sy da post bru...

tlg la ingatkn spye sy update blog sy...hehe

ni afifah bile die bising...=p

haha....sekarang hidup rase sangat free..i shud take this as an opportunity to rest..haha...poyo..macam bnyk keje la sgt.. act,memg bnyk....final sem kan...in'Allah...

hari ni sy ta rase mcm na membebel sangat...so,stakat ni je la...

now,kene pk movie ape na tgk..(part ni memg ta best.. sbb boley tertekan sbb slalu pk lame2 untuk pilih movie..)

bye2 u olls.....